Serious Change

I am in dire need of a serious change in my life. I am looking at this place where peace, serenity, and good career surrounds the people 24/7. I am in constant deliberation with a lot of people these days. I shine so bright I can't contain it - that is why this is the only and best thing to do at this part of my life. Entering 31 is one happy but sickening thought, where stability versus happiness in life conflicts each other. Universe, guide me please.