And so the universe aligned itself last week, it actually came in the right place, at the right time.

I am not ready for a relationship. That thought came in shortly after that wonderful Christmas date me and this adorable person had last year.

His short vacation abroad made him realize this too.

I am in this situation where my heart is emotionally stable, but my reality (work, career) is not. I questioned him weeks ago about his cold shoulder treatment, and he answered back in five days, stating the exact same reasons.

It sucks, but that is the truth. On my end, I am leaving it to destiny, if we really are for each other, I must let him fly on his own and do the things he has to do to be ready for a serious relationship.

I also have to do the same, so by the time comes both of us are ready (or if anyone comes my way in the process) I will be ready. We will try to rekindle what we have started if he really is the ONE. After all, this adorable person is what I've always waited for in my life. Universe, you hear me?

By the way, thank you for giving me the chance to let this person taste what I can give.

For now, I'll focus on becoming great for this special person. After all, he is considered, as we speak, my future.