And I Won't Stop

And there it is. I am still looking forward to see the day, where I will realize and experience first hand a certain type of rejecting feeling, something that is between positive and negative energies, like exerting energy on something but not really - always in between. If there is a beauty contest, yes I will be a crowd favorite, but at the end of the pageant, I will only get pageant medals for being Miss Congeniality, Miss Friendship, and lastly, Miss Photogenic. 

 Memories will keep me alive.