Can I?


I am in limbo. I do not know if this is healthy.

Should I stop this thing - this thing about falling in love with someone? Or should I just keep it going and enjoy every freaking moment of it?

This someone is a straight guy.

I am just enjoying the moment but everytime I shrug it off my shoulders, the pain remains and the truth, the truth that it could never happen, and if he does know the real deal, I might lose him as a dear friend, and a partner in crime.

This can't happen.

I'll just stay in limbo.

Why is life such a bitch?