It's Been A Week

Closure and acceptance are the hardest things to achieve after a break, especially if you are not the one who initiated it and especially if you don't know the details of the reason why it got to the point of closing the relationship for good. It was a good one as I've thought and there were lots of opportunities I missed - only to find out that the guy who you thought was angel will break you to pieces.

One lesson I learned now is to reject the one who rejected you - and then pick up where you left off.

Its hard.

I am thinking of ways to let go of the sad and harsh feeling - go back to the gym next week, concentrate at work, create appetizers and become like my chef mom, leave the country and fulfill the promise to myself. A lot.

Now I will show everyone that I can be better than ever and not become someone else's old piece of clothing.